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[08 Aug 2005|06:54pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | lil john and fat joe lean forward ] Randomly list 20 of your friends: 1. regis 2. karen 3. tiffany 4. steve bryant 5. mellisa 6. parker 7. ray 8. AJ 9. kylie 10. ashley 11. matt diaz 12. steve diaz 13. derek 14. lindsey 15. amber 16. krysti 17. brooke 18. Anthony 19. lousie 20. bret Who is #8 going out with? no one Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? no how about #18 and #4 no there cuzin What grade is #17 going into? 11th When was the last time you talked to #12? me long time karen yesterday What is #6's favorite band? my chemical romance Does #1 have any siblings? yea a brother and a sister and karen yes the same Would you ever date #3? heck yes Would you ever date #7 heck yes karen says if she was that way Is #16 single? we think so What's #15's last name? we have no idea What's #10's middle name? i have not fucking idea Whats #5's favorite thing to do? have sex with steve Is #13 hot heck yes (karen) (regis) says im not gay so no would #14 and #19 make a good couple? no What school does #20 go to? mott Tell me a random fact about #11 hes small And # 3? shes going out with regis Have you ever had a crush on #15 no What's #4's favorite color? green durr Would you makeout with #14? no Does #7 like # 20? they makout all the time jk Does #8 like #19? dont know each other How did you meet #2? well on line her name was karen but i found out she was lie so now i call her karen and i saw her the frist time in person at one of the sweet ass bon fires how did you meet #18 tiffany Does #10 have any pets? to many Is #12 older than you? no Have oral relations with #3 no Does #2 have any cute siblings? no What about #16? no idea 3 pretend| TO be Ok

[23 Jun 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | confused ] wow idk what to do any more i just want to run away to as far as i can go i dont know were but i want to just get away and run if anyone wants to go comment on me and let me know were we are goign 3 pretend| TO be Ok

[16 Jun 2005|07:55pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | steph chewing hungry howies ] Randomly list 20 of your friends: 1. Nikki 2. danielle 3. jeff 4. steve 5. mellisa 6. tiffany 7. richie 8. vince 9. kylie 10. ashley 11. matt 12. josh 13. joey 14. dan 15. matt. b 16. jon smith 17. joel 18. steph 19. kt.w 20. caitlyn Who is #8 going out with? rachel Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? no how about #18 and #4 no What grade is #17 going into? 12th When was the last time you talked to #12? long itme What is #6's favorite band? bowling for soup Does #1 have any siblings? yea steph and the not bother Would you ever date #3? heck yes Would you ever date #7 no Is #16 single? mmm durr What's #15's last name? bock What's #10's middle name? i have not fucking idea Whats #5's favorite thing to do? have sex with steve Is #13 hot heck yes (nikki) would #14 and #19 make a good couple? heck fucking yea but not as good as her and matt What school does #20 go to? clarkston high Tell me a random fact about #11 he's super funny when he's drunk.and hes going out with kt And # 3? he broke his back Have you ever had a crush on #15 no What's #4's favorite color? green durr Would you makeout with #14? no Does #7 like # 20? no Does #8 like #19? yea How did you meet #2? spring brack getting drunk how did you meet #18 best frinds with her sister and she fucking sweet Does #10 have any pets? to many Is #12 older than you? yes Have oral relations with #3 no Does #2 have any cute siblings? nikki says yes me im a guy so no What about #16? no seams how there all guys and that would be gay TO be Ok

[12 Jun 2005|11:08pm] [ mood | depressed ] the nights i lay awake thinking of u my heart dies if fades in and out of emotions and i dont know what to do but sit there by my self wishing u were mine TO be Ok

[12 Jun 2005|07:56pm] [ mood | depressed ] wow life the last 2 days has been real gay i have no were to stay anymore b/c me and my dad got in a big fight and i am not going home any more and i am vary thinkful for nikki and he sister for letting me stay last night and yea idk wer i am gong to stay tonight i hope i can find and place so yea that alll i have to say peace out 3 pretend| TO be Ok

[25 May 2005|01:19pm] [ mood | depressed ] HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS "Ohio Is For Lovers" Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all. Where you are and how you feel. With these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...) Slow things down or speed them up. Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...) How are you when I'm gone? [Chorus:] And I can't make it on my own. (And I can't make it on my own.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight, or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. Spare me just three last words. "I love you" is all she heard. I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever. [x2] [Chorus:] And I can't make it on my own. (And I can't make it on my own.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight, or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. My final breath is gone (So I can fall asleep tonight) [Chorus:] And I can't make it on my own. (And I can't make it on my own.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight, or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. [to fade] one of the best songs ever sung ty for many ppl for telling me about this song 5 pretend| TO be Ok

[24 May 2005|04:50pm] hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen w/nikki lookin for sumthing to do and yea so yea im out peace out TO be Ok

[17 May 2005|05:12pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Hawthron height .... Ohio is for lovers ] hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen over a nikkis house just got done eatin chilli heck yes props to nikkis mom ty and so yea were just chillen bein bored so i thought i would say hi to everone and yea nikki: y did u slap me crystal: sry i didnt call u back danielle: after... ill tell on u 1 pretend| TO be Ok

[16 May 2005|01:04pm] [ mood | bored ] hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen in 4th hour bein bored lookin for sumthing to do after school b/c i have nuttin to do so if your not doin any thing call me so im not so bored peace out later peace out hommies TO be Ok

[12 May 2005|03:47pm] [ mood | amused ] hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen at nikkis w/ steve bein bored and yea i had nuttin else to do so i thought idd update and yea so bye TO be Ok

[11 May 2005|01:22pm] [ mood | bored ] chillen in 4th hour bein bored idk what to do im just bein bored think of sos and she knows who she is and yea i guess im giong to go b/c i have nuttin to talk about kk later 4 pretend| TO be Ok

[09 May 2005|03:24pm] wow i am so bored im am goin to update on more time just b/c i can and yea idk what to do any more nikki do u have to work today i hope not i want sumone to hang out with b/c im realli bored and yea so illc all u when i get home kk later 3 pretend| TO be Ok

[09 May 2005|12:56pm] [ mood | bored ] hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen bein bored didnt go to school today so i am realli bored i like this girl right now no one knos who it is so thats ok and i dont want know one to know so dont ask u know who u are and yea well im out kk later crystal: how are u i had fun talk to u tonight i think idk peace out later TO be Ok

[25 Apr 2005|01:05pm] chillen in 4th hour bein bored lookin for sumthang to do hopeing steve gets that shit today so we have sumthang to do beside sit there and chillen so yea peace out 3 pretend| TO be Ok

[24 Apr 2005|05:34pm] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: billy Birthday: 12-6-81 Birthplace: pontic Current Location: clarkston Eye Color: brown Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5/9 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: indian The Shoes You Wore Today: dvs Your Weakness: her Your Fears: regis Your Perfect Pizza: Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: gain 16 pounds Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Thoughts First Waking Up: damn this sucks Your Best Physical Feature: butt Your Bedtime: 9 Your Most Missed Memory: playin in branley Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: burer king Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: o Do you Shower Daily: no Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: no Do you want to get Married: yea Do you belive in yourself: yes Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: fuck yea i do Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: yes Do you like Thunderstorms: yea Do you play an Instrument: yes In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: yea In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: yea Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: yea Ever Shoplifted: yea How do you want to Die: sleep What do you want to be when you Grow Up: rock star What country would you most like to Visit: jamica In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue Favourite Hair Color: brown Short or Long Hair: short Height: 5/6 Weight: 650 Best Clothing Style: hudies Number of Drugs I have taken: everone Number of CDs I own: 250 Number of Piercings: 0` Number of Tattoos: 0 Number of things in my Past I Regret: nutin CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! haha this is billys nikkis sister b/f idk we were bored and yea steph is realli not 650 pounds it was a joke TO be Ok

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[19 Apr 2005|01:55pm] [ mood | bored ] im bein bored in 4th hour i have nuttin to do so im just chillen so yea i have a lot of work to do but i dont wanna do it i have ok grades i have a b in art a d- in ecology and a b- in writing so yea im kinda happy and i also passed lrc so yea im gansta peace out later 2 pretend| TO be Ok

[30 Mar 2005|08:51pm] [ mood | pissed off ] hey ppl whats up n2m here i just chillen at steves g/f house with my g/f and steve and his g/f yea im kinda in a mad mood i have no idea y o well and yea thats about it later TO be Ok

[23 Mar 2005|10:12pm] [ mood | bored ] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: phat randy Birthday: 5/5/89 Birthplace: pontic Current Location: clarkston Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5/9 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: idk im a fucking dumb ass The Shoes You Wore Today: enties Your Weakness: being skinny Your Fears: idk Your Perfect Pizza: bacon Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: pass all my classes Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Thoughts First Waking Up: i hate life Your Best Physical Feature: none Your Bedtime: 12:30 Your Most Missed Memory: idk Pepsi or Coke: mt dew MacDonalds or Burger King: BURGER KING Single or Group Dates: SINGEL Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: no Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: yes Do you belive in yourself: no Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: no Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: sumtimes Do you like Thunderstorms: yes Do you play an Instrument: no In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes In the past month have you Smoked: yes In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes In the past month have you gone on a Date: kinda In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: yes many times Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: in a way yes Ever Shoplifted: yes How do you want to Die: idk What do you want to be when you Grow Up: idk What country would you most like to Visit: japan In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue girl Favourite Hair Color: blond girl Short or Long Hair: long girl Height: 5/6 girl Weight: idk girl Best Clothing Style: idk girl Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 Number of CDs I own: alot Number of Piercings: none Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: 30 CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! TO be Ok

[15 Mar 2005|10:12pm] [ mood | lonely ] someone[9:43 PM]: got off the phone... sitting here.. I read ur lj ******* and ***** told me to as soon as I got on... we all know what your talking about... and I don't know what to do Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:44 PM]: what do u mean u dont kno what to do someone[9:45 PM]: I can't even explain it... I'm so friggin confused right nwo Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:45 PM]: tell me someone [9:50 PM]: ok I tried making sence to myself and it aint workin Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:50 PM]: what do u mean someone [9:51 PM]: I someone[9:51 PM]: dunno what to do with guys and ur one of them Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:51 PM]: nuttin who cares any more someone [9:52 PM]: what Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:52 PM]: idk someone [9:54 PM]: no what did u mean Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:54 PM]: i realli dont kno i mean if u dont know what to do than do what your heart says to do or w/e u want someone [9:55 PM]: i dont know what it says... I feel like shit Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:55 PM]: u shouldent Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:55 PM]: u have no reason too Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:56 PM]: ******* im sure ***** and ******* have both told u what they want b/c they told me i jus think u should do what u want not what they say to do someone [9:57 PM]: i really have no idea what to do... seriously im so confused Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:58 PM]: how Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:58 PM]: i mean i can tell u love ******* Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:58 PM]: so there u go not confused any more someone [10:01 PM]: i dont know i dont know i dont know Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:02 PM]: well someone [10:03 PM]: yea Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:04 PM]: ahhhhh someone [10:04 PM]: what? Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:04 PM]: idkj someone [10:04 PM]: frustrated? someone[10:04 PM]: yeah me to Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:04 PM]: yea someone [10:04 PM]: im sorry Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:05 PM]: its not your falt its mine someone [10:05 PM]: how the hell is it ur fault that I can't choose what the hell I wanna do with myself Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:06 PM]: it jus is someone [10:06 PM]: no its not Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:06 PM]: ya someone [10:06 PM]: no plz don't argue it's not ur fault Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:07 PM]: w/e yes it is Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:09 PM]: ******* im not goign to lie to u i love u and allways will and your the most beautiful person i know someone[10:10 PM]: awwwwwww... your so sweet someone [10:11 PM]: ugh... I have to go... sorry for everything I love you too but I dont know what to do right now... bye goodnight i wish i had her back 13 pretend| TO be Ok

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