Im Lonely & Its All that Ive Got

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 23:12:42 GMT

Randomly list 20 of your friends:

1. regis

2. karen

3. tiffany

4. steve bryant

5. mellisa

6. parker

7. ray

8. AJ

9. kylie

10. ashley

11. matt diaz

12. steve diaz

13. derek

14. lindsey

15. amber

16. krysti

17. brooke

18. Anthony

19. lousie

20. bret

Who is #8 going out with?

no one

Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?

no

how about #18 and #4

no there cuzin

What grade is #17 going into?

11th

When was the last time you talked to #12?

me long time karen yesterday

What is #6's favorite band?

my chemical romance

Does #1 have any siblings?

yea a brother and a sister and karen yes the same

Would you ever date #3?

heck yes

Would you ever date #7

heck yes karen says if she was that way

Is #16 single?

we think so

What's #15's last name?

we have no idea

What's #10's middle name?
i have not fucking idea

Whats #5's favorite thing to do?

have sex with steve

Is #13 hot

heck yes (karen) (regis) says im not gay so no

would #14 and #19 make a good couple?

no

What school does #20 go to?

mott

Tell me a random fact about #11

hes small

And # 3?

shes going out with regis

Have you ever had a crush on #15

no

What's #4's favorite color?

green durr

Would you makeout with #14?

no

Does #7 like # 20?

they makout all the time jk

Does #8 like #19?

dont know each other

How did you meet #2?

well on line her name was karen but i found out she was lie so now i call her karen and i saw her the frist time in person at one of the sweet ass bon fires

how did you meet #18

tiffany

Does #10 have any pets?

to many

Is #12 older than you?

no

Have oral relations with #3

no

Does #2 have any cute siblings?

no

What about #16?

no idea

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 02:44:16 GMT

wow idk what to do any more i just want to run away to as far as i can go i dont know were but i want to just get away and run if anyone wants to go comment on me and let me know were we are goign

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 00:09:13 GMT

Randomly list 20 of your friends:

1. Nikki

2. danielle

3. jeff

4. steve

5. mellisa

6. tiffany

7. richie

8. vince

9. kylie

10. ashley

11. matt

12. josh

13. joey

14. dan

15. matt. b

16. jon smith

17. joel

18. steph

19. kt.w

20. caitlyn

Who is #8 going out with?

rachel

Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?

no

how about #18 and #4

no

What grade is #17 going into?

12th

When was the last time you talked to #12?

long itme

What is #6's favorite band?

bowling for soup

Does #1 have any siblings?
yea steph and the not bother

Would you ever date #3?

heck yes

Would you ever date #7

no

Is #16 single?

mmm durr

What's #15's last name?

bock

What's #10's middle name?
i have not fucking idea

Whats #5's favorite thing to do?

have sex with steve

Is #13 hot

heck yes (nikki)

would #14 and #19 make a good couple?

heck fucking yea but not as good as her and matt

What school does #20 go to?

clarkston high

Tell me a random fact about #11

he's super funny when he's drunk.and hes going out with kt

And # 3?

he broke his back

Have you ever had a crush on #15

no

What's #4's favorite color?

green durr

Would you makeout with #14?

no

Does #7 like # 20?

no

Does #8 like #19?

yea

How did you meet #2?

spring brack getting drunk

how did you meet #18

best frinds with her sister and she fucking sweet

Does #10 have any pets?

to many

Is #12 older than you?

yes

Have oral relations with #3

no

Does #2 have any cute siblings?

nikki says yes me im a guy so no

What about #16?

no seams how there all guys and that would be gay

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 03:09:16 GMT

the nights i lay awake thinking of u my heart dies if fades in and out of emotions and i dont know what to do but sit there by my self wishing u were mine

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 23:58:08 GMT

wow life the last 2 days has been real gay i have no were to stay anymore b/c me and my dad got in a big fight and i am not going home any more and i am vary thinkful for nikki and he sister for letting me stay last night and yea idk wer i am gong to stay tonight i hope i can find and place so yea that alll i have to say peace out

Wed, 25 May 2005 17:20:08 GMT

HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS

"Ohio Is For Lovers"

Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[x2]

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

So cut my wrists and black my eyes.

My final breath is gone (So I can fall asleep tonight)

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
[to fade]

one of the best songs ever sung ty for many ppl for telling me about this song

Tue, 24 May 2005 20:51:37 GMT

hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen w/nikki lookin for sumthing to do and yea so yea im out peace out

Tue, 17 May 2005 21:16:11 GMT

hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen over a nikkis house just got done eatin chilli heck yes props to nikkis mom ty and so yea were just chillen bein bored so i thought i would say hi to everone and yea

nikki: y did u slap me

crystal: sry i didnt call u back

danielle: after... ill tell on u

Mon, 16 May 2005 17:05:53 GMT

hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen in 4th hour bein bored lookin for sumthing to do after school b/c i have nuttin to do so if your not doin any thing call me so im not so bored peace out later

peace out hommies

Thu, 12 May 2005 19:48:04 GMT

hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen at nikkis w/ steve bein bored and yea i had nuttin else to do so i thought idd update and yea so bye

Wed, 11 May 2005 17:24:08 GMT

chillen in 4th hour bein bored idk what to do im just bein bored think of sos and she knows who she is and yea i guess im giong to go b/c i have nuttin to talk about kk later

Mon, 09 May 2005 19:24:45 GMT

wow i am so bored im am goin to update on more time just b/c i can and yea idk what to do any more nikki do u have to work today i hope not i want sumone to hang out with b/c im realli bored and yea so illc all u when i get home kk later

Mon, 09 May 2005 16:57:31 GMT

hey ppl whats up n2m here just chillen bein bored didnt go to school today so i am realli bored i like this girl right now no one knos who it is so thats ok and i dont want know one to know so dont ask u know who u are and yea well im out kk later

crystal: how are u i had fun talk to u tonight i think idk peace out later

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 17:06:21 GMT

chillen in 4th hour bein bored lookin for sumthang to do hopeing steve gets that shit today so we have sumthang to do beside sit there and chillen so yea peace out

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 21:35:10 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	billy
Birthday:	12-6-81
Birthplace:	pontic
Current Location:	clarkston
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	dark brown
Height:	5/9
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	dvs
Your Weakness:	her
Your Fears:	regis
Your Perfect Pizza:
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	gain 16 pounds
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up:	damn this sucks
Your Best Physical Feature:	butt
Your Bedtime:	9
Your Most Missed Memory:	playin in branley
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burer king
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	o
Do you Shower Daily:	no
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	no
Do you want to get Married:	yea
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	fuck yea i do
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yea
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yea
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yea
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yea
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	yea
Ever Shoplifted:	yea
How do you want to Die:	sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	rock star
What country would you most like to Visit:	jamica
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	5/6
Weight:	650
Best Clothing Style:	hudies
Number of Drugs I have taken:	everone
Number of CDs I own:	250
Number of Piercings:	0`
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	nutin
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haha this is billys nikkis sister b/f idk we were bored and yea steph is realli not 650 pounds it was a joke

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 23:47:33 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Intellectual	\|\|	10%
Mystical	\|\|	10%
Artistic	\|\|	10%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Self absorbed	\|\|	10%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|	16%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Wealth	\|\|	10%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|	16%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Food indulgent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Vanity	\|\|	10%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Female cliche	\|\|	10%

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hahahahahaha im sweet yes and i love food i guess idk

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 17:57:59 GMT

im bein bored in 4th hour i have nuttin to do so im just chillen so yea i have a lot of work to do but i dont wanna do it i have ok grades i have a b in art a d- in ecology and a b- in writing so yea im kinda happy and i also passed lrc so yea im gansta peace out later

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 01:52:10 GMT

hey ppl whats up n2m here i just chillen at steves g/f house with my g/f and steve and his g/f yea im kinda in a mad mood i have no idea y o well and yea thats about it later

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 03:09:29 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	phat randy
Birthday:	5/5/89
Birthplace:	pontic
Current Location:	clarkston
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5/9
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	idk im a fucking dumb ass
The Shoes You Wore Today:	enties
Your Weakness:	being skinny
Your Fears:	idk
Your Perfect Pizza:	bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	pass all my classes
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i hate life
Your Best Physical Feature:	none
Your Bedtime:	12:30
Your Most Missed Memory:	idk
Pepsi or Coke:	mt dew
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BURGER KING
Single or Group Dates:	SINGEL
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	yes
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	no
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	no
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	sumtimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	kinda
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes many times
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	in a way yes
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	idk
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	idk
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue girl
Favourite Hair Color:	blond girl
Short or Long Hair:	long girl
Height:	5/6 girl
Weight:	idk girl
Best Clothing Style:	idk girl
Number of Drugs I have taken:	1
Number of CDs I own:	alot
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	30
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Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:18:41 GMT

someone[9:43 PM]: got off the phone... sitting here.. I read ur lj ******* and ***** told me to as soon as I got on... we all know what your talking about... and I don't know what to do
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:44 PM]: what do u mean u dont kno what to do
someone[9:45 PM]: I can't even explain it... I'm so friggin confused right nwo
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:45 PM]: tell me

someone [9:50 PM]: ok I tried making sence to myself and it aint workin
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:50 PM]: what do u mean
someone [9:51 PM]: I
someone[9:51 PM]: dunno what to do with guys and ur one of them
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:51 PM]: nuttin who cares any more
someone [9:52 PM]: what
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:52 PM]: idk
someone [9:54 PM]: no what did u mean
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:54 PM]: i realli dont kno i mean if u dont know what to do than do what your heart says to do or w/e u want
someone [9:55 PM]: i dont know what it says... I feel like shit
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:55 PM]: u shouldent
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:55 PM]: u have no reason too
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:56 PM]: ******* im sure ***** and ******* have both told u what they want b/c they told me i jus think u should do what u want not what they say to do
someone [9:57 PM]: i really have no idea what to do... seriously im so confused
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:58 PM]: how
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:58 PM]: i mean i can tell u love *******
Bigpimpinctowm4 [9:58 PM]: so there u go not confused any more

someone [10:01 PM]: i dont know i dont know i dont know
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:02 PM]: well
someone [10:03 PM]: yea
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:04 PM]: ahhhhh
someone [10:04 PM]: what?
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:04 PM]: idkj
someone [10:04 PM]: frustrated?
someone[10:04 PM]: yeah me to
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:04 PM]: yea
someone [10:04 PM]: im sorry
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:05 PM]: its not your falt its mine
someone [10:05 PM]: how the hell is it ur fault that I can't choose what the hell I wanna do with myself
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:06 PM]: it jus is
someone [10:06 PM]: no its not
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:06 PM]: ya
someone [10:06 PM]: no plz don't argue it's not ur fault
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:07 PM]: w/e yes it is
Bigpimpinctowm4 [10:09 PM]: ******* im not goign to lie to u i love u and allways will and your the most beautiful person i know
someone[10:10 PM]: awwwwwww... your so sweet
someone [10:11 PM]: ugh... I have to go... sorry for everything I love you too but I dont know what to do right now... bye goodnight

i wish i had her back

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 02:12:22 GMT

approxamently december 8th i may have mad the biggest misstake of my life

<3<3<3<3<3<# broken harts

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 02:02:57 GMT

wow today went to school after mom came and got me went and got sum pants than i went home and got sum smoke with my brother and we smoked than and o ya got steve to than went to steves than smoke again than i went home now im jus bein bored

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 03:36:07 GMT

u kno u wanna end your life when u run for the nife darw and slit your rist

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 03:07:24 GMT

wow i realli like this girl and idk what to do any more i realli hope she likes me but if not o well its happend befor what one more time yea kno but any way i was jus looking up sum shit and found sum reall i cool shit

like

i think the space between her fingers should be filled with mine and that would be great

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 04:26:21 GMT

this is what i wanna do when im not with u